E-learning week. Yeah, lots to do.
above stated is just for self tracking. dont mind it.
this was what i wanted to post on sat but i didnt get the chance to.
(or i should say im just plain lazy)
SO YA.
first time kayaking on 05/05/07.
i was EX-TRE-ME-LY sunburnt la.
whole leg turned lobster red.
After kayaking i rushed home, without even changing my clothes or to have lunch!
I just grabbed my guitar and rushed to meet her.
I was literally running to the mrt station so as to not be late.
Guess what, when i reached the mrt station it was pouring heavily outside, and what's worst i forgot my umbrella.. i msged her and she said she wasnt even going anymore.
At that time i was already like so tired, hungry, and a little fed up.
The rain got heavier and i still had a distance to walk, so in the end i decided to skip guitar and go home.
Guess what? just when i TAPPED MY CARD and got on the platform she msged me and said she reached alrdy.
Is that on purpose or what? Since u have an umbrella couldnt u just like walk 5 mins to pass me an umbrella? i mean if i were u i would do that, instead of just telling me to go borrow from some shop.
Seriously i really made a point to GO even though im tired AND hungry, but thats what i get. If u ever read this i just hope that u know how i felt.. but i'll forgive u all the same.
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☆ plentiful tday - 9:12 pm
i just read someone's blog and i am starting to feel abit emo right now. maybe its cos i know whats going on around me but i just pretend i dont know la. its so depressing to be in this kind of a situation when ur neither here nor there. u dont click in this group, yet u dont click in that group either.. how frustrating.
another thing, we have 13 classes in our course. or is it 14? and each clz has on average, about 20 peeps. so thats like 260+ people. Say, if 10% can get into Uni, then it means only 26 people. thats like a pathetic amount, and i cant say im extremely confident to get into that category. What with all the 9 pointers and 6 pointers. im so way behind. Someone pls wake up up, kick me hard, motivate me to mug all the way can? or should i just have gone into innova just like the rest? rawr im like so messed up now.
im removing my tag board so, ya. no tagging. sms only.
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☆ plentiful tday - 11:13 pm
maybe im just afraid to face all that people.
i dont like going out.
not because im a loner or whatever.
i just do not like people to break into the closed, protected and covered shell of mine.
should i change?
should i?
at least i know i have a friend and he will always be there to hear my thoughts, to know what im thinking, to be there to confide in, to look to whenever im down. Lord, give me strength..
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☆ plentiful tday - 9:19 pm